e diel, 27 prill 2008



come undone, making mistakes.

Music: LCD Soundsystem - Tribulations

im seriously almost over it all.
that is all

because his too fucking clueless to know what i mean when i blog.

fuck you.
fucking lying, egotistical bastard.

e shtunë, 26 prill 2008



am i still tough enough.

Music: Stone Temple Pilots - Sour Girl

intake just burns, floating inside me only bringing the satisfaction i could hold for desire
no reason to for walking gaia bleeding with my pouring heart in my paws.
disarmed atleast, curious about alot more. i hear alot more now. makes me uncertain, definately.
i still question as to my open doors, to those who eat upon my blood.
my ruby slippers. only take me so far.

i wish they knew me all too well.
maybe even better than i knew myself.
and even made me coffee.
when it comes to you, i cant wait.

tears still break through
i'll try make it further though
i really dont know what to say to you, everything just burns into me more. is it fair on me, i really dont know. is it fair for me to always feel obligated to not speak my mouth when all that burns inside is the ash i consume.

what to do.

e hënë, 7 prill 2008




mouth full of heart

Music: Roisin Murphy - You Know Me Better.

-

im so content.
but im so unsure.
i know im good.
i gotta work on it some more.
atleast im happy.
somewhat.

i need that solid ground.
guess it's time to hold my hands
and work it out.
ohwell

atleast im not on ritalin
or
you know

his really changed
i think

i want some candy