burst open!

Music: Ladytron - Light and Magic

the constant burn, never pulling away for a moment to see the beauty created from love.
could it be it's not enough, could it be it's too much.
you patronize, and lie your way through everything. push your nose in deeper to forbidden thoughts, never understanding a heart. let it consume you, all that you choose to show. let it pour from you, and watch everyone..

watch me, vanish,

im still inside here,

Music: Nine Inch Nails - Every Day is Exactly the Same

I believe I can see the future
Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I lose myself again
Sometimes I think I'm happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
I can't remember how this got started
But I can tell you exactly how it will end
I'm writing on a little piece of paper
I'm hoping someday you might find
Well I'll hide it behind something
They won't look behind
I'm still inside here
A little bit comes bleeding through
I wish this could have been any other way
But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do