force fed filth

Music: Wolf Parade - Shine a Light

Pleasant nothings of this disgusting planet follow deception of nothing more than the flow of ruin and simple minded idiots with their heads stuck up their egotistical mood swings and insecurities of their own. Stop lying to me, do you think im that fucking blind.
with my lungs black and my body starving,
with my eyes turned square and my money in my mouth,
i don't cant give a fuck anymore.

fuck faggots
fuck humans
fuck everything

its just deception everywhere
and you don't care,
than what goes in your stomach's and your homes.

why dont you start throwing your children through windows, and clubbing your families to death with the closest thing around ? beat your girlfriends and boyfriends to a pulp ? throw me down 5 floors ? make me feel what you call.. bad

because in my eyes, ive already told you
what is bad.

but what do i know.
think.

my own problems.

Music: Jay Gordon- Slept so long

for all i wish is to shut the world down, and for them to bake in what i call my nightmare.
no one would understand, no one really does. im categorized into simple things for people to understand and they don't even bother to understand to perception of which is me. It's painful enough to travel everyday with my stomach empty, my eyes wet and trying to not push myself into oncoming traffic. Be that whatever it is for people to understand, i don't have the time to waste on pouring my emotions to everyone, and in all reason i don't is to enjoy all that is within my life and not drag it down with me.

i live in a world filled with emotion and dreams, my brain takes place and i continue to keep myself from the problems that make this planet disgusting, and always first chance people believe to open it pours like a volcano, destroying everything within its path without feeling or remorse. With that, i lost many friends.. many lovers. What does it matter to anyone anymore, because its becoming fairly obvious what and what not matters to people now, be that be their own selfish appetite. Now, all i want to do is just disappear and flee from this plague of a planet, this disease.

I have enough fears and things dragging me down forever and ever, last thing i need is an extract of the people i love around me burning me over everything i do and say, even when i try to help or make an effort. I'm over so much, i keep burning.. look into my eyes, you'll see how hurt and the amount of pain i carry with me, it doesn't matter though.. does it.